tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87995082011-04-21T15:17:06.966-07:00shelshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07573902298132127963noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8799508.post-1098441951711834752004-10-22T03:39:00.000-07:002004-10-22T03:45:51.713-07:00i know there's a much bigger life ahead of me... <br /> <br />but right now, i got no money, got too many things to do for thesis. have a lot to worry about acads, my pathetic insecurities, and essentially being stagnant. <br /> <br />right.. so where do i start going about the business of my life? <br /> <br />somebody please lend me 1500 for debate registration!!!!!!!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8799508-109844195171183475?l=bloodsample.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>shelshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07573902298132127963noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8799508.post-1098256744877920442004-10-19T23:53:00.000-07:002004-10-20T00:19:04.876-07:00feeling the need to enter a program <br />a rehabilitation one.. <br /> <br /><strong>location</strong>: batcave <br /><strong>caffeine in system</strong>: 1 mug (major shortage) <br /><strong>mental status</strong>: confused and irrational <br /><strong>financial status</strong>: bleak state of being broke..all this time.. <br /><strong>love points</strong>: zero for missing to attend make up class with HOT (defined as: intelligent) professor (damn it!) <br /> <br /> <br /><strong>purpose in life</strong>: to publish a theory <br /> <br />okay, okay... im not sure what im doing, reviving the blog life again. but im not okay.. not even a bit better than the last time. i still am sick, troubled, indefinite, indecisive, horribly depressed.. feeling sick and still smoking, basically that. well the bottom line is im still smoking. thats what i want to rant about. sorry for trying to abstract everything and trying to be cool and intellectual-sounding. i basically need help. i'm a worthless student, i got no dreams, im irresponsible and distracted. really, i am so typical--typical teenager with the angst! damn i so hate myself. why cant i transcend my self just for once? <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8799508-109825674487792044?l=bloodsample.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>shelshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07573902298132127963noreply@blogger.com0